That thing I said about hating curveballs... That was dumb. Life is no fun without curveballs.
And I totally release my "feelings" or whatever for guy #2. Only Christ can clean them from my heart, and they need to be cleaned. It's time. I am so over it.
I was in a wierd mood on Tuesday, feeling like ranting and I really had no reason to be so touchy. I just think too much sometimes and it makes me feel like a failure for like no reason at all. Not to mention the fact that I had my past looming over my head. Ugh. Who wants that?! That's not how God intended for us to live. The enemy just gets into my ears and starts whispering sometimes, filling my head with lies and fueling my insecurity.
Satan! He ticks me off.