Wednesday, June 1

So over Vegas

Gina is really worried about her being able to sleep, so today she gets the idea that we should try to change our flight.

So, we are going to attempt standby flying at 9:55 Pacific time out of here. I am not into rushing out and I think it's really going to piss me off if we get stuck in the airport all day until Julie gets off of work and can pick us up. We are taking a cab in the morning to the airport.

It just doesn't make sense to me to make a big deal about chancing fate here. We could get a lot of airport time in if things go awry. I've had enough of awry. I'm just not in the mood for any more awry.

It's not totally her fault. She didn't realize that sleep would be an issue until our trip down here. I just started crying earlier for really no reason and I have to admit that I am a little mad that Gina is doing this becuse she's the one who scheduled the flights to begin with.

However, I gotta get over it cause it's dumb for me to be mad about something I have no control over. I don't have a choice. She's my ride to Columbus, so I gotta do what she wants to do.

Maybe that's why. I don't know. I gotta go cry myself to sleep now.

I guess I should be happy that I might be able to get home a little earlier.

Yay for seeing Ben!!

1 comment:

sarah said...

My dear friend megan. I wish i new when you were actually going to arrive in columbus air port. you know i could have picked you up. All you had to do was ask. I think i would cry in your situation too. I hate it when i want to get home and be home NOW and I have no control but to wait. yes Cali is nice but home .... there is just no place like home.. you cuzzed uh.. don't beat yourself up by it. F it. just continue to love christ and continue to hate that you cuz but know you are human. You are timeless, you are royalty, you are a women of God who just got a raw deal for a day or two. I can't wait to give you a big huge hug..

sarah