I refuse to replay last year.

This is so lame. I overdrew my checking account. I suck. I can't keep doing everything that all my friends who have real jobs do. I have to stop spending money. I just have to. I have kind of fallen into that trap of wanting to be cool again. I hate that about myself. It's like I always have to self-medicate and I just can't stop. Buying stuff to make myself deal with life better. I made a couple of purchases like that today and I realized I screwed up big time. I feel really dumb.