You know, I've had a really hard time lately. I mean, everything is going great with school, Justin, me working on my issues with commitment and seeing through projects. But in turn, all those things are really hard. To get through this place in my life, I have to put on my strong woman pants. I have to tough things out when I don't even feel like getting out of bed in the morning. And life is hard, no matter what place you are in in your life.
Sometimes, I get this sense of entitlement for good days ahead because my life has been so hard that I get sick of fighting and being the strong one. I start yelling at God and telling him, "Where are you? Don't you even care?"
And yesterday, through a friend, he totally spoke up and said, "Meg, I hear you. I know what you're going through. I know this isn't easy, and I am here for you all the way. I will give you everything you need."
You can't put a price on that. I have such a great group of people around me here: a boyfriend who supports and loves me through it all, friends who will listen and stand behind me, and an amazing opportunity to grow and blossom from the place God has me in.
It's good. Everything is going to be okay.